Tuesday, January 29, 2008

Guess what! I passed my TP this morning!! woo hoo!! yea yea, it feels great! haha... I was so nervous that i actually dreamt bout it for 2 nights running.. But it all turned out fine this morning! i'm so so relieved that its over! Now its beng's turn this friday.. come on man, you can do it too!

Met up with my ex army mates last sat at the Arena for NUS V Bash party... Halim was one of the organisers and he invited us down for it... the bash was alright, nothing fantastic.... it was after the event ended that the fun really started! haha... It was great meeting up with all of them once again after so long.. People like Alvin, Sylvester, Hakim, Halim, Pong and Firdaus... When Halim saw me, he hugged me so tight that i thought i was going to suffocate... haha... yea dude, i miss you too =) Damn, that sounds so gay! Oh man, who cares! I miss all of you guys!! haha.
From left - Hakim, Me, Syahmi, Halim and Alvin

Halim!!
From left - Alvin, Pong, Me, Syahmi and Firdaus
With the cute and adorable Alvin!
Ex Raven 1 Commanders. The best there ever was! =)



Riz lost himself at 1/29/2008 08:10:00 pm

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Sunday, January 20, 2008

this morning i did something which i never thought i would do.... i woke up at 8, left home at 9 and then headed out to the west... while at the west, i did something for her after which i went straight home... yea, i went all the way there on a sunday morning juz to give her a little surprise... all these without even seeing her face... i guess its true when they say that love makes you do crazy things....
i read one of alvin's recent post in which he wrote that love is about sacrificing without complaints or expecting returns, to make someone else happier... i guess it really struck me there and then when i read it... now, i do feel happy when i'm able to make her happy, juz like this morning... i wasn't expecting anything at all... i juz wanted to make her smile... I'm not saying that i've finally found the true meaning of love, i don't think anyone ever will.... i juz understand it a little bit more today... But i still do miss her, that i cannot deny... i think of her all the time.... well, sorry if i'm boring you with all this talk. Have a good sunday =)

missing her still....



Riz lost himself at 1/20/2008 04:02:00 pm

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Sunday, January 13, 2008

i miss her embrace... i miss her hugs... i miss her touch.... i miss her kiss.... i miss holding her hands... i miss it when she lays her head on my shoulder.... i miss it when she gives me surprise kisses on the cheeks.... i juz miss everything bout her.... but most of all, i miss being with her and spending time with her....

Thanks for everything that you've done for me.... for all those times that you spent with me.... for keeping me company.... it was the best time of my entire life, its true.... you made me realise how much a person can care so much for another person.... cause i did and still do, i care for you so much.... you taught me how to love... never did i realise how much you meant to me till that fateful day.... i juz want you to be happy.... i can't believe i'm actually crying writing this, but i don care anymore.... whatever it is, i juz want to let you know that i'll always be here for you....
thanks once again for everything.... i miss you....

Eva Cassidy - Time after Time

Lying in my bed I hear the clock tick,
And think of you
Turning in circles confusion
Is nothing new
Flashback to warm nights
Almost left behind
Suitcase of memories,
Time after

Sometimes you picture me
I'm walking too far ahead
You're calling to me, I can't hear
What you have said
And you say go slow
I fall behind
The second hand unwinds

Chorus:
If you're lost you can look and you will find me
Time after time
If you fall I will catch you I'll be waiting
Time after time
If you fall I will catch you I'll be waiting
Time after time
Time after time

After your picture fades and darkness has
Turned to grey
Watching through windows I’m wondering
If you’re OK
And you say go slow
I fall behind
The drum beats out of time

Chorus



Riz lost himself at 1/13/2008 12:48:00 am

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Sunday, January 06, 2008

pictures of us together..... i miss her so much..... sometimes i wonder if i'm juz being stupid.... but my sis says, i'm only human....

I really miss her.....



Riz lost himself at 1/06/2008 06:37:00 pm

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The Truth Abt Me

Name: Rizal
You've got mail: arsenal_diehard@hotmail.com
Location: Singapore

I'm what you would call a true singaporean... cause i have the blood of the 3 main races in Singapore...yup, i'm malay, indian and chinese all rolled into one... how cool is that... don't believe me? then screw you! people have mistook me for being eurasian lots of time.... not sure why though... i'm juz a guy who leads a damn ordinary life who really loves his friends... haha... that's a joke!! people have called me weird... well, to each his own... those people know who they are... Don't have to hide behind your com.... yea, cause i think you're weird too! haha... well, that's bout all there is to know bout this boring guy over here.... you'll have to get to know me to know more....

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